So i have to admit, ive been in quit a funk. Mother’s day kinda left me feeling blue. Im almost 42 and had always wanted a second child with my long time bf. We had 2 miscarriages plus time never seemed right to actually actively try. Starting over having a 16 year old also seemed unappealing but that feeling was already there…that strange desire to have another. Well, in December i had a partial hysterectomy because i had a giant tumor (benign) which would have made it difficult to near impossible to conceive anyway. It just wasnt in the cards… does anyone else go thru this post miscarriage, post hysterectomy. A chapter was closed. The motel condemned.
Total downer. Sorry.